Emma Strembickyj's path into yoga has led her to a life of purpose, connection and fulfilment. Today, she teaches Hatha Vinyasa, Yin, meditation, Kriya and breathwork across five leading Melbourne studios, and facilitates retreats, workshops and special events, often alongside some of Melbourne's most respected teachers and wellness practitioners.
She is deeply grounded in the life she has created. It was not, however, always this way. For much of her life, Emma searched outside herself for the freedom, connection and belonging she could not yet find within. Yoga would eventually become her lifelong journey back to awareness, truth and love. Her own loving truth.
The search for freedom
Emma's early training as a ballet dancer gave her discipline, expression and a profound sense of freedom through movement. But as life progressed, that discipline began to face powerful headwinds.
"I was well and truly in an eating disorder by 15, and drinking and using drugs by about 15 and a half. I married at a very young age and became a mother while still feeling like a child inside." A descent into substance abuse and addiction eventually brought Emma to a point where something had to give. What she had been chasing, she can now see, was a feeling, the expanded freedom she had once experienced while performing.
"Substances gave me a false illusion of that beautiful state I craved."
The mat that kept her
Yoga entered Emma's life quietly. She began attending classes, and in the stillness at the end of one of those early practices, something inside her finally let go.
"The deepest part of me sighed out and rested. I cried because I hadn't felt that kind of peace in such a long time, or perhaps ever. It was the feeling I knew was truth."
For years, yoga ran alongside the addiction before slowly beginning to replace it. Emma would sometimes arrive at class after using, carrying shame about where she had been. Her teacher never turned her away. "I'd rather you be here on your mat than doing what you would otherwise be doing," she told her. The mat became a place Emma could return to without judgement, a place that continued to hold her before she knew how to hold herself.
Over time, the practice guided Emma towards sobriety. She has now been free from alcohol and substance abuse for more than a decade. The false freedom she once searched for through substances was gradually replaced by something real: presence, awareness and a deepening relationship with herself.